the place we live...

when i look far far away...i see a void...
seriously i have a hole in my heart that i don't even know what fills it...
it always like i want to do something...
but i don't know what...
i'm missing something...
but i don't know what...
so...i'de do alot of stuff...jz to drown myself from that kind of feeling...
well except for trying real hard to study...
it's becuz of that hole i can't really focus...
i'll be thinking of other stuff...
phfff...but i'll try...
well again movie review of the week...
my best friend's girl...
by dane cook, kate hudson and...jason biggs from american pie...
it's a good movie...not great...not overwhelming...not explosive...
a good old american romantic comedy...which i think is very very funny...
something kinda like hitch...but...the opposite...
but they both make couples...
well hitch on the other hand...create chance for those regular guys which is not exceptionaly handsom...
n tank(that guy in the movie)...create a second chance for freshly break-up couples...
well as long as u got both there'de be less cases of divorce n non-handsom guys has a savior...but it's all in the movie...even if they do exist i don't think any regular guy would have enuf to pay their fees...haha...
well it's kinda romantic...at the same time they keep it light, wont get u all wet(tears)...but it provide a great dose of laughter...
n again thanks to the good ol' censorship board we have another good movie that has alot of cuts...n i really couldn't figured out what in the world would be in a romantic comedy that deserve so many cuts...
or maybe it's becuz of their(censors) F**k-up mind can't accept things...or understand things...or they really have to do something jz to not get fired...but anyhow we're the one thats pays for their stupidity, oh wait we actually(or our parents) paid taxes as their salary to make us miserable...so r they stupid or us..?geez...i'm confused...
but seriously an open mind keeps us clear...a conservative mind makes us who we are even after ten year, cuz they never learn, well once a dummy forever a dummy for them...
well back to the movie...if u're looking for something american-ish funny n at the same time makes u go awh....!!!well this is the one...
well i always have this american dream...
but i'm stuck here...
maybe its not as hollywood as it seems over there...
but it sure packs more freedom n openess...plus lotsa hot chicks...
well, improvement really don't go far when u're stuck with one mentality forever...specially a conservative one...
greatness falls upon those who dares to try...
oh well...i don't think we'll actually experience that for years to come...maybe forever...so we'll always listen to people saying how great other country is...
but we really can't actually blame them...we've never created anything great before well except for the tallest twin tower...
n we went to space using other people's equipment, rocket and even taking off elsewhere...n we're paying so much just to fly out of the earth atmosphere...n i still can't really see the purpose of that...
well actually i can, IF we build our own rocket, we fly it on our land, n actually put our flag on the moon...unfortunately we din't...well, keep up the good work...
but it is still very fortunate living here...specially in penang...it's not too hectic...not to crowded...it's actually (for me) the nicest place on earth...with great food...
well end of the story...i'm out of here...
wrote alot today...my fingers need some rest...
goodbye...

killing spree...

i'm up late doing great...
probably going to be late for tomorrow's work...
or my mom would force wake me...
so i wont be late...
but i'll definitely look half dead...
but lets finish what i started...
well the pick of the week...goes to...
movie...again...
Tropic Thunder...
should go for it...but don't expect too much...
don't get me wrong, it's funny...full of high profile actors...
but the best it can go is worth the bucks u paid for...
shallow storyline...light comedy...funny lines...good actors...
but sadly...bad plot...plus...the idiotic censorship board cutting every single funny but to "them"(i mean the censors) bad lines...screw them...they're being paid to ruin every good movie...sometimes being over conservative stops development...well we're here where we are decades ago...
anyway...lets not let them spoil our day(thats their objectives, by the way)...
so lets get through with it n go for something happier...
well, i had steambout with a few of my friend...using the left over food from our last bbq party...n the good news is, it's still edible n i'm ok...n we had fun i guess...
n this sunday i'm going for a paintball game...
isn't it great?...yea...!!!i know...
but expensive...but it's fun n it worth the pain...
pray that i can have some killing spree...
n that they can survive...
let the killing begins...
wahahahahaha....!!!!

slowing down...a little...

it's been a pretty slow week lately...
time moves slowly...at the same time fast...i really can't tell...
but it's dull...slow...like what i said i wanted...
but too slow...from hiking to jogging to movies...even clubbing...
suddenly my fren wanted a study...gosh...
it's like suddenly my life is surrounded by books...
not a bad thing...but...it gives me the sense of losing touch with life...
my life of'cuz...going out at night less...
no movies...no movies...no movies....
what a dumb week...no movies....geez...but nex week is gonna be good...
since tropic thunder is coming out....so....i'll start asking ppl out to watch it...
it's gonna be great...ben stiller...jack black...robert downey jr...what could possibly make this movie bad...?
well...speaking of which...
i did watch movie this week...(if not...i'de be sitting alone in a white room with strapjacket around me)
disaster movie...the movie is jz like the name...disaster...
it couldn't be worst...well not counting previous "movie" movie....
but one thing in it standsout from the others...
a really hot hot hot hot hot n stunningly beautiful Vanessa Minillo...
guys out there...for the sake of perfect beauty u must watch this movie...
but...still the movie suck in a way that it's not as bad as meet the spartans...n epic movie n others...which Vanessa is not in it...
well my exciting life ends here where i last met Vanessa n is madly in love with her...hahahaha...jkjk....i wish....
well...but now i'm back to going back to college to meet up with them guys to do some study...hmm...i wonder...how can i make it more exciting...
with books...!!!i'm going crazy...stop listening to me n go to sleep....
good nite...

it's a loud week...

yet another week that i can really tell tales about...
it all start of back when i went to a hike over with my NS frens to kerachut...
n damn that memory of not getting my favourite sleeping hut is still in my mind...
anyway...that very day they asked me to go clubbing...on wednesday...
for a moment there i was like..."HOLY CRAP....!!!"
well on wednesday morning jz when i thought that it's jz a plan...a msg from Kate confirming that it's on...did gave me a "HAIZ..."
well since, er...erm...oh well...i've never been clubbing b4...
never thought of going, never wanted to go, always jz say no when asked me to...well this time it's them well it's ok than i guess...
never really is that loud music kinda guy...
well so i went with a tot saying..."lets make this an experience..."
and it was...1st i had to crowd myself with alot of ppl under the heart pounding loud music which kinda make me hard to breathe at 1st...
well than we find no place to sit...so they decided that we went on to the dance floor...n gosh...this is my 1st...another "OH CRAP...!!!"i have been watching step up n so...but it's nothing like it...but...after a moment i did kinda let myself into the music abit...a move abit...but still not good...seemingly that the para para mechine hasn't been able to really train my moves...haha...never really did have my moves anyway...
than comes the bad part...i went on to drink with an empty stomach...
n so...my stomach was pain like hell...when i walk i can see ppl moving sideways...n the floor...shaking...i was like..."OH CRAP...i'm not drunk am i..?!!!"..but than i figured it's jz my stomach...but still it hurt so bad...i vomit...by the street...most probably the ppl there think that i'm some dude who drinks untill he drop...crap...
anyway...later on i went back home safe but smelly...
it was quite an experience...n kinda painfull too...but still i have to admit the dancing was quite fun...n i saw some ppl who really did show some funny moves...but it's all only to express themselves...
but when ask again to go...i'll think more than twice...for sure...
haha...

well heres the topic i like...movies...
i watched painted skin with my fren before i went to the club...
i can say that i wasn't that bad...but not very good...
quite enjoyable...worth the money i paid...n the story is simple n straight...
or we can say it's jz another typical chinese films...that is not that bad...
n than, the next day after i went clubbing i went to watch house bunny...
now, i can say it's been some time since i really had a good laugh in a movie...the rest are jz some meaningless so called comedy that tried to be funny with ridiculously idiotic script n action...
house bunny is different...if u ask me...i'de say u definitely must go for it...
it's funny, it's sexy, it's good...

well as for today...i kinda wasted time..doing nothing...
geez...i'm gonna hit the wall someday...n it's gonna be pain...
but till than...i've gotta go...it's 3 in the morning...u guysshud be sleeping too...haha...

another great week

tired tired tired...
this 2 weeks has been a really really tired week...
1st my fren came back from KL...
than NS frens called me...
than frens asked me out...
i've been going out again n again n again...
games, bbq, bbq, hiking..jogging...all stuff...
but it's kinda fun...but tired...
really tired...
so i think i shud be slowing down now...
not as young as i used to be...haha...
well i had 2 bbqs in a row...
than frens asked me to jogg in the morning days later...
n after that we planned to go to Kerachut...
the hike wasn't that bad...
jz like the usual...but this time...
i dun get to sleep there...
theres this bunch of ppl having camps n is using my favourite hut...
my favourite sleeping hut..!!!
the best spot to sleep...
geez...but than and so i went down to the beach with them...
and we went back by boat...
after a light meal...we went our on our own ways...
after i sent Rose back i went for a movie with my frens...
Eagle eye...
damn...that movie was great...
if batman wasn't out this year...it'll be the best...
or if heath ledger wasn't dead...it'll be the best...
but the odd's against eagle eye...so i guess batman will dominate the oscars...
n i'll be on my way now to some important stuff...
jz bought a g gundam anime...
going to finish some tonite...
bye bye...