the same ol' truth about me...

miss me...?anyone...?hello...?!!!
what the heck...no one does...
but i certainly miss alot of writings...
not really in the mood this few days...been kinda tired...
out of things to say...almost as if life is as simple as nothing to say...
boring actually...
but i still have to spice up my life a lil bit by...
going to a movie...like...fool's gold...
which is very funny...
n some old stuff...which is...exciting...
hang out with frens n stuff...
doing things i do best...
actually it's kinda boring...
not as bad as sad...
jz not the kind i dream of living in...ever...which i already did...
so it's sad...
but i can't really deny that after knowing them jz a lil bit more...
working is kinda not that bad afterall...
jz that it's never as good...as being the old me...i guess...
well...i give up...jz have to face the truth that...
life kinda like suckier that last time...
n i'm now a very different person...different as in...life is not the same...
but i'm still me inside...
n one day i shall break free...
n u guys shall be free from listening to my bullshit...
well have to sleep now...working tomorrow...DUH...!!!
good nite n sweet dreams...

sweet day

i watched 27 dresses today...
it's funny, sweet and...funny...
anyway i jz wanted to watch something nice...
i want movie...
i've had enuf of robotic life that i've been through...
well, it's not bad...since i'm getting along with them...
i'm starting to be the funny man or a jerk i am...but i always like to be who i am....sort of....kinda....i guess....
so finally something sweet today...(never thought that i'll said that ever....haha)
anyway....i'm not really the romance movie go-er....but this is not a bad one
nice actually...beautiful girl, handsom guys...n the beautiful new york city...
n the american life i always dreamed of living in haha....
well....hafta start thinking of now than future...so...i better be dreaming now...reality check tomorrow....

Too Late

Too Late

i woke up this morning,
i looked to the world,
i smile and laugh,
i was all alone.

i remember the smile of childrens,
i remember the beautiful world,
i remember to smile and laugh,
i remember it was all gone.

i see sufferings and pain,
i feel sad and vain,
i see them crying,
i wasn't trying.

i miss those beautiful smile,
i miss the beautiful world,
i miss the chance i had,
i miss helping the lives i can.

now i have everything,
yet having everything means nothing,
when all that i have,
cannot change for the beautiful world i had.

-JIE-

a lil work of mine...
the world is always a beautiful place...life is beautiful...
do something before we lost everything...

the traveler

n again i'm in the mood for writting...
life is sooooo boring these days....work sleep work sleep...
i'm yearning to have the free life i had...
to be who i used to be...but sadly we jz never can be who we used to be...
i always have this dream of being great...to be someone...
now...being who i used to be is what i want...
but i still have this lil dream going on...
being a traveler...to truely live a free life...
the adventure...
the life...
the freedom...
well i'll take this time around as a challenge of life...save my money...n aim for the world...
but again thats a plan n a dream...it's gonna be hard...but it's gonna be fun...
well if we're gonna dream, why not dream big...
work hard...stay sharp...save money...aim big...the world...
anyway kinda like the name traveler...it gives the mystrious...
the legendary traveler jie...thats who i'm gonna be...haha...
like i said dream big...
anyway...going to bed...due to the fact that i'm still a human n a human needs rest...n u too...bye