too little too late...

life is fragile...
the second u see them, the next they're gone...
n yesterday i lost my grandfather...
than i realise oh...i never get to say goodbye...
or even jz to tell him i love him...
n i guess it was all to late now...
it's ironic that all the while we were looking for the one to love...
for the one to care...
we overlook those who is always there...
n than we feel sorry...when it's too late to be there...
i guess appreciation is there when nothing is there for us to appreciate...
n u know what...i got this new camera...
i got lots of camera in the past...
n than i heard them asking about my grandfathers picture...
n again i realise...with so many cameras, i have non of his picture...
it makes me wonder...how much i really care..?
tears did fell off my eyes...
not because the going of him...
it's because i realise i did too little when i happens to have too much time...
n all too late when too little we can do, too little we can say...
n theres no time left...
it's also very ironic that i got the see ppl hanging around his house...
ironic that death is what set us apart from them...
it's also death that for this moment hold everyone together...
letting us know that we still are family...
we still have the ones we love...
let us love everyone when we still can..
for when it's too late...
the next thing u know...
u'll be sitting around the graves of everyone...
love the world...
love life...