sad days, happy moments, great times...

it's been another long long weeks after my "emo" post...
haha...like they all say...u don't write a blog untill u feel emo...
but not today...
today's about alot of things...
n the 1st i wud like to address is the death of a legend...
Micheal Jackson...Rest in peace...
love your songs n will always do...
n i believe there wud never ever be another like MJ...
it's a sad sad day...
but the good news is my notebook is repaired...
i can now once again rule the world from my tiny room...
life is all great if any of u were thinking of how jie is lately...
still the same ol' jie u noe...
abit boring...less late nites...less games...i'm seriously getting old...
late nites makes me feel so tired...
plus for some reason i now have very limited late nite opportunity...
personal reasons...but daytime activity...is still very much A okay...
watched less movies...due to tighter budget...
but still manages to watch some that would make history....
terminator...not as great...but still not dissapointing...
good action...good actor...good director...huge budget...cool robots...
17 again...surprisingly good...
at 1st i thought it wud jz be another teen flick...
but it turns out that Zac is a really talented actor...
funny...romantic...meaningful...
must watch...no specially hot girls...but still worth a watch...
n than the all time favourite...
Transformers...
bigger action...more robots...richer story...n megan is still so hot...
if u miss this one...u'll live to regret that u've made a stupid mistake...4ever...dvd would never be the same...unless u have ur own home theater...with a 2 storey high silver screen...n an earth shaking surround sound system...if anyone of u have...plz give me a call...i wud love to be ur fren...
well, waiting for G.I Joe...it seem very promising...
oh yea before i forgot...angels and demons...not to say great...cuz it's easily forgotten when there are terminator n transformers competing...
but it's a good movie no doubt...
oh life is still so much so jie...but with some slight twist..
as i'm now controlled...n that is as much as i can say...
anyway...lets have a moment of silence to pay respect for the late MJ...
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n there u go...
time to sleep...good nite...good bye...good luck...
peace out...

the real life, the real jie

i m jie..nothing more...
i used to think i'm a dreamer...
it turns out that my dreams are empty...
it's words decorated beauifully...to make myself special...to be someone with a difference...
i'm nothing more than a real person like everyone...that masked myself behind some made up dream to be different, i'm no more than some regular guy...
but it is only now that i understand that i've been hiding behind my so called dream for too long...
too long...
i used to think that i understands freedom...i practice freedom...but i don't...
i have freedom...oh yes i do...almost as much as i can get...but i'm not free...
i thought that i can understand free will so good that i can actually don't care about some stuff...
but i can't...my minds r not free...i m filled with jealousy...haunted by self doubt...hungry for recognition...living in total lost n sadness...
as i now know that i'm not living free...i'm merely running free...like a mad man trying to escape the truth...living in dreams...finding happiness in lies created by myself...living high by stepping on other's mistake, which i eventually make them myself...how low can one get...?
i'm really sorry...
i've been living a lie...
a lie which i wanted it to be true...
i'm but a narrow minded person living in a lie to live higher n greater...which would fall...n crash...n i wud eventually lose everything...i'm awake n i'm god damn tired...
now i jz wan to be free...really free from those lies...free from negative thoughts n feelings...
too tired to go on telling lies to everything i've done to make myself better...
i now jz wan to be useful...n start to find myself a path which i always runs from...a goal to achieve..a dream to fulfill...
well...now i'm too tired to go on...good nite...hate me, scold me, laugh at me as u like...i'm sorry...

better than ever...

well, life can never be better i tell u all...
1st i have a fren with a family problem...in which i'm accused of being someone i'm not...seriously u dun wanna know what...u wun believe it anyway...
that cause quite an uproar here with one of my other fren, in which also being accused of being that kind of person he's not...
n some others with some kind of funny jokes...well, life ain't easy for my fren here...haha...but lately i think he's quite ok...did talked abit about stuff that happened...he's fine...
2nd of all i've spoiled my very own computer...early forensic states that it's the burn-up or breakdown of the motherboard...will send it to the HP centre for further investigation...but it sucks big time...now i'm resorting to internet cafe of my brothers computer...all my songs n files are gone...rest in peace...
n when things can't get any better...here comes the ipod...with the keypad malfunction...n here goes my daily jogging routine with my songs...n i'm sending it in to the factory too...they say bad things comes twice...n i got it 3 times...well, theres a saying that when things can't get any worst...good luck wud come...hopefully it's true...cuz i'm desparate for luck...

well...maybe i'm abit bad luck but i do stumble upon some good movies too...maybe one...it's marley n me...it's not that entertaining in the trailer...but as always, never trust the trailer...it turn out to be good...simple comedy...some reality...some happy stuff...some sad stuff...n one good movie...shud go for it...if u're looking for something fun n easy...n some tears for some ppl...

what's life without some bad luck..?bad luck seem to come quite often as they always do, cuz we dun really seem to remember good things that happened...taking things for granted is like what we do best...we're born with that talent...we jz have to keep on living...

bad stuff will go n good stuff will come...
Chao~~

life on the run...

everyone...!!!i've watched Dragonball...
don't watch it now!!!if u want to, watch with a student card...
it doesn't worth the 10bucks u'll b paying...trust me...
but it's not really such a bad movie...quite entertaining, quite funny...n the girls are hot...go watch it if u're out of movies to watch...
but if u wan to go for something good...maybe great...go for 7pounds...
i'm not gonna spoil anything here...go watch it urself...
will smith is always my hero...

i'm a little confuse lately, or shall i say frustrated...with alot fo things...
study, life n stuff...u know...stuff...haha...thinking of many things...
my mind is never quiet...even now i'm thinking...of something...of someone...ARGHHHH!!!!!!i hate this kind of feeling...i jz wan to be free...
but i've found a way to give me some peace...
even for a moment it feel so good that i wan to do it again...
of'cuz...it's not drugs...no drugs here in my blog...!!!got that...?!!!
running...i've been running again lately...too much thinking thats y...
everytime i run i feel so free...all i have in mind is to run n run n run n run...nothing else...n after i reach my goal/destination i can't feel anything but tired n some little aching feeling that makes me feel so alive...n all i can do is laugh...n everything seem so calm n peaceful...
but than again...the nex day everything came back...n i feel like running again...haha...i guess u jz can't run away from problems...haha...
oh well, tomorrow i off to find that moment of peace again...haha...

i know no one really reads my blog...but...i would like to ask if there anyone...interested in hiking/jogging...find me..maybe we can group some ppl n form some group or something that we can all do this together...i mean maybe u're looking for some incentives to do some exercise...n this may be a good thing...but...i guess kids nowadays like clubs, drinks, money, games n sex..more than anything haha...jkjk...

anyway...u know where to find me...here...
peace out..~~

Life...!~~~

i've been tagged..but i'm very sorry YC i'm jz too lazy...n u dun wan to know whats on my playlist...yall might think that i came from the 80's haha...
so plz try not to tag me, everyone...i'm a lazy time travelling freak...i love peace...haha...

i wan to see the world, i wan to feel the difference, i wan to taste the sweetness, i wan to share their sorrow n to experience their happiness...i wan to backpack around the world...!!!!
well often when i speak of enjoying life what comes into ppl's mind is money that wud be spent...thats stereotyping...!!!enjoying life is to cherish life, not to spend money...n often they wud consider those with a free spirit immature becuz they r not thinking of making big money, they r not thinking of being at the top of the corporation chart, they r not thinking of owning the world...all they think is to enjoy life as it is...n to share it with the world...n letting go n be free...often there ideas are considered impossible n stupid n of'cuz immature n a taboo...specially in a conservative society...but if those "matured" dude are matured enuf they shud have understand that life ain't complicated, life is nothing more than simple n free...but us humans are complicated, often obses with fame, wealth, power n desires...selfishly keeping everything to themselves, making money n money n money n money...owning everything they want...having everything...almost everything but the pure simplicity of life n freedom...they enjoyed luxury stuff but they don't see how it come to exist...they feel n taste the best in which is calculated n measured by money but the best things in life is everything around u its life itself...of'cuz living free isn't living rich...everyone can live rich but not every1 can live free...every1 can own everything but not every1 can share eveything...so tell me whos immature..?

haha...well i'm jz trying to whine my way through boredom...dun take it too seriously it's jz my point of view...anyway...damn tired rite now...chao..!!~~
good nite everyone...~~

back n ready...

finally back on the line...
ohh...what to say, what to say...
i've been losing touch with it now i don't really know what to write about...
alright...lets start with what i'v been up to lately...
alot...hiking alot...fooling around alot...due to the fact that i have alot more time than any of my frens...can u imagine one class a week...thats how much time i have...but sooner or later i'll have to be like some of them who have to study like hell day and night...but till than, life is to be enjoyed...
movies u ask...?oh well...kinda lose touch with movies too...
but i'm gonna make up with it weeks to come...
but i still manages to watch some....
like the curious case of benjamin button and eden lake...thats jz about it....
sad isn't it...yea...but this week alot more is coming out...n hell i'm gonna storm the cinema...
well the review for benjamin button from me was great...
good movie...abit of laughter, abit of sadness, abit of imagination...n abit of brad pitt and kate blanchett...beautiful...good movie, must watch...
eden lake however...suck big time...abit of gore, abit of silly gangster wannabe british teenager, n abit of stupid couple who got killed in the end...but...the girl was beautiful tho...but it won't help much to save the ratings of the movie...u'll still walk out of the cinema feeling like u jz got punked by some british director...thats how sad it is...
well i have my eyes set of punisher...n others too...
will be back with the review...
n let me enjoy the joy of being back on line...happily ever after...
chao...!!!gonna surf the net...

bad week

what a week...what a week...
no internet connection....
class is only once a week...
lost my beloved neckleass somewhere in my house...i guess...
n the worst of all...Katrina Darrell is out of American Idol...
what can be worst than that...?tell me...tell me...!!!!
ok thats it i'm out of here coming to internet cafe to do blog stuff is jz lame....n i'm doing it...i'm lame...
so...gonna go play some games now...
i'll pawn someone so bad to make up for this lame-ness....hopefully...
n of'cuz becuz, they kick Katrina out of american idol...WHY...?!!!
u've jz made ur ratings gone down american idol...u hear me...?!!!
peace out...