so beautiful yet so regretful...

good morning...

today i'm going to tell a whole lot about stuff that happened for the last 1 week...
i went to Bangkok for like 4 days n 3 nights...well, it was fun...a shopping heaven, it sure is...lots of cheap stuff, food, fashion stuff, n girls...i mean girl stuff...ah...whatever...!!!anyway went shopping...went to the crocadile farm, snake farm(well they have a big farm there...but...it's kinda empty, n they have alot less snakes compare to my dad's farm), n the safari(which the nicest place of all the place i been in bangkok)...i'm gonna cut the crap on the description, if u really wanna know how u can either ask me when u see me on9(but it's better if u dun...but i dun think any1 will anyway...)or u can go there n check it out urself....here comes the best part for the guys...they got lotsa chics over there if u know what i mean...yeah dude...it's awesom but the most i did is watch...i know i suck...but show me something better...n i love the food...nice...spicy...good food anyway...
well i can't really said that it's the best holiday but it's certainly a great one...n i got to stay in this cool tallest hotel in south east asia(but i'm not living on the top floor...but hey i get to visit the top floor n enjoyed the great buffet up there...i can't ask for more...)the place is jz beautiful...but some place is kinda dirty, n i saw this one kid begging...i can't help but to think that how much can i help?...but...i jz walked pass like everyone did...i did nothing...like everyone else i walked pass him, i felt so bad...the only thing that i regret doing is walking pass that lil kid...i walked pass him...i din even spare a penny of what i had, what makes me deserve the money more that he does...?n i've been saying alot about that stupid stuff of making the world a better place n the world a beautiful place...n i can't even spare some for those who needs it more than i do, i can't even lend a helping hand, now i can't really find a reason that i deserve more than he does, now i feel i'm more a hypocrit more than anyone else, i feel like a jerk...i'm not who i really think i am...i'm nothing more than any other who is selfish, nothing more than those who try to think of themself a good person, nothing more that a jerk...god bless that poor kid, n i can't ever forgive myself for being such...no one deserve any less than i do...yet all that i've done so far...is nothing but empty words...sorry....

i also watched national treasure...it was one of the best...love it alot...i'm not gonna spoil anything here...go watched it urself...n u'll love it...n than went to the christmas bbq party that me n my frens organized...it was fun, we talked alot...untill 4 something i guess...n than i went to another fren's place...n than i fetch his whole family to the airport...n than i sleep till 1 something this afternoon....

n than i went out to wei yang's house after i fetch kim hin, n we waited awhile for weng yu n then we all went to sunway carnival...to tell u the truth i was a dissapointment...nothing much to talk about over there...then we went to auto city, now that place is kinda beautiful, but small...we sat at starbucks for some coffee n we had some great times there chatting, i jz love it there at starbucks, the music, the coffee...the frens, the view...relaxing...n then we head to this hongkie restaurant, for dinner...well it was nothing much...kinda like a dissapointment too...ok yea...we chose the wrong place to eat...we than chat again for awhile...n than head back to the loveliest island of all..Penang...we than went to gurney plaza, after that walk around gurney drive, n than we decided to go penang road, but theres no place to park, so we than went to esplanade...than we head back home...n than i watched american pie that i lent from my fren, n than now i'm here writting my hearts out...

actually it is a beautiful week...but i've did something that i regreted...n now i realise i'm nothing more than those who speak empty words, i'm nothing more than a selfish hypocrit...sorry...

if santa ur're really hearing everything i'm saying...i'm not the one i said i am...n the lil kid there deserve so much more than i can even do in my life...if there is really a santa or someone, plz...give that kid the life he deserve, n give me nothing in return, i've had the luckiest life...i'm sorry...

merry christmas n happy new year everyone...share while u can, or regret being a selfish fool...

jie the jerk...

it's not my wedding...

it's a sunday...yup it is...or...a monday...but...i'm writting for a sunday...so i guess that makes it a sunday...i mean here...

soooo....well i figured that i'll have to tell the story how i get this name for my blog...freedom-junkyard...well it's simple...here, it's like a junkyard full of my freedom...everything...me...my stuff...a junkyard...that is how the name is given...n it kinda sound cool i guess...(well at least to me it does...)

n...it's my step-cousin's wedding...he's my aunt's husband's ex-wife's son...so that makes him my aunt's step son...n my step-cousin...lets cut the crap...it's his wedding...bla bla bla...alot of ppl over there...alot of kids running around...it's kinda well....erm....a lil bit boring...but i'm happy they're happy...everyone's happy...it's a wedding...what else do u expect...?nothing but happy...n boring...it always does...well cept' for my cousin sis's wedding...it was...well...u know...she's rich...n she can afford a much better place...n i mean E&O...but it's all about my step-cousin's wedding today...so i ain't gonna spoil anything...well...as u all know it...i'm not much of a camera guy...i dun really do camera...i like nice picture...but i'm kinda lazy to take them...besides...there's like tons n tons of photographer over there...who needs me...?therefore there is no picture here to show how handsom is my cous' n how beautiful is his wife...n certainly nothing about me...or anyone else...u can imagine...u know...imagination is the best picture...the fairy tale palace n wedding...those beautiful gowns n dresses...white horse...beautiful rose...charming enviroment...superb view towards the sea...the sea breeze blowing...the smell of good food...great wine...beautiful music playing...n ppls dancing n smiling n cheering...n pretty ladies dance their way around having fun...little children playing...nothing but the most beautiful fairy tale wedding stuff...nah...!!!!it's jz another chinese wedding dinner...how i wish i could enjoy something beautiful...relaxing myself all the way...but...nothing beats a loud crowded chinese wedding...i'm still enjoying it...

thats basically everything that happened today...well...cept' for that fairy tale part...but...what can we expect more of...? lets be contented with life...we r who we r...craving for more makes less out of life...n i'm enjoying life...good night everyone...n sweet dream...let ur dreams n imagination turn wild tonite...once in a while...we need that to make life more advanturous....

jie...the dreamer guy...

Legend...

i'm back...yea sure...cuz this place is new...n if...i mean if i have someone who really reads what i write, i dun wish to dissapoint them from the start do i....?(Booo....!!!!)er....ok.....

anyway...n again...i went to gurney to watch movie...with mark n joselyn...n we watched "I am Legend". if u ask if it was a good movie...i'de say it was a great one...n again will smith never....i mean never fails me when it comes to acting...he is what i look on to n say...u're cool...u're good...u're my hero...but...i heard there is some ppl who dun really appreciate the good work they've done for the movie...well i guess some are jz too dumb to understand a movie...they jz wan action, they jz wan some blood...well mindless dude...anyway...will is like so good at expressing n doing the emotions n all those stuff...he takes acting to a higher level...man i jz love his movie...ok...back to the movie...it is about the only person on new york who is immune to the virus which literally wipe out 90% of the population n the rest jz turn into some aggresive, iQ greatly lowered mutants(which i think they still are kinda smart though)that is highly sensitive to UV ray...which makes them more or less a vampire, but less charming n brains...but what took my attention the most is how Will portrays as the only man on earth...how the loneliness could turn someone to the edge, how losing an only friend(his dog) would it be...how things would be...he's done it so good which i doubt not jz any actor can...the whole thing is not merely about mutated humans n the only normal one chasing around n trying to kill each other n to survive...it's about the life the emotions the feelings n the strong will to live on...but i really doubt that many could understand...i always hate it when some ppl never really try to understand the hard work the actor n director n the script writer r telling us all the see is what they want to see, what they expect themself to see instead of what the director wanted us to see n what he wanted to tell us...n so those ppl jump into conclusion that the movie is bad...well, screw you...!!!jz that u're dumb doesn't mean that the movie is dumb...it's jz becuz ur brain can't understand anything...(disclaimer: i dun mean anyone specifically, i jz dun like it when ppl is like that)...n to my hero Will...u r a LEGEND...

N...well, Joselyn did said that i'm different in the net n in the real world...erm...it's jz that in real life we can't jz be anything we wan to be n do whatever we wanted to...n in here...i'm all the man i wan to be...sometimes i can't really tell if this is the real me or the person me is the real me...we have many personas(i dun mean the car...)we're different in different situation n facing different person...humans r too complicated that the think everything is complicated...well actually the many personas we have makes things so very very very complicated that sometimes we dun ever know our real self...but...man has been living this way since the very day human step on the face of earth...so...well...it's how we survive so far...haha...

oh i think thats all for now...i've said kinda like...too much...so i'll stop before i said something stupid...but...again i have to repeat this...Will...u're the best of the best...keep it up...!!!n screw those who never try to understand a movie...

good night n sweet dreams...

jie

The december opening...of jie's blog....

dadadadadadadadadada.....!!!!(drums rolling)

well ladies n gentleman...welcome to the grand opening of my humble blog...
as a sign of gratitude of thanking anyone of u who come is for a friendly visit...i'm offering u all one in a life time chance....thats rite...u can only have this chance once in ur life...to..........neeeeeervous...?!!!haha...alrite....the chance to observe n read this grand opening for this blog of mine...

anyway back to the point...!!!
well....it seems that it's like the whole world have this blogspot stuff which they can share their stuff with so many...or maybe alone...whatever...i dun really care y u wan this thing for....but....i do really care that i'm up to date with some stuff....for example....having a blog which many has....
n here i am...!!!putting things here....i'm joining the club....yeah...!!!
(i hear someone saying...)"sure dude...who cares..."
=.=" well....anyhow...i'll try to fit in....

well lets start from what happened today....

oh...it was a usual day that i started up waking up so late in the noon...n then wandering my house like a wandering soul....have my lunch...n then of to the gaming thing again...
wait wait...before i forgot....jhun kiat came back...today....from uk....n...i went to pick him up with jon, his gal, ZC n his gal...n we gave jhun kiat a warm welcome...(er...maybe....)anyway...after that i went home...
after being sent home....i have to prepare myself to go to the pool party of my friend's college...well it's a hack of a party...u know the sort of party which u wud always ask....is it over...?or where is the food....when can we eat...?something like that...yea...there are some cute chics running around...which i dun know...n dun have the guts to know....i wonder is it be'cuz of my school that now i'm such a loser when it comes to communicating with girls...(well maybe it's myself....), but it all ended at 10...n yes...it's not like we're going home so early...n so we went to new world...a place that i actually like...cuz it's kinda relaxing over there...but...going back home...is a long ride...but i still like it there...n starbucks...!!!we went to starbucks...n i dunno what the hack is that "christmas blend" stuff...n i ordered it...it sounds merry...it sounds like christmas...it sounds like a FAKE...it's a kopi'o...with no taste...nex time....i wun fall for the name...damn....!!!but i still like it there...it's nice to sit there enjoy the view...the music...but i still got cheated....damn...!!!

oh n than i ended up finishing this blog....the grand opening...n today's stuff....n now i'm going to watch some tv...n some games later....n i'm gonna hit the sack...
oh n one more thing...for santa...i've been a good boy always...n this year...i want a ps3 with all it's game....a new phone....a new desktop....a new watch...new shoe....new clothe....new house....new car..........(n the list goes on)....(i'll think of it again n tell u later on my nex post....)

love....JiE...