dream

i have a dream...
everyone does, dream as in dream of being or doing something...
some really wish they'de get rich...
as for the rich kids who spends alot they'de probably dreaming of having the coolest girlfriend ever...
some maybe both...some ppl jz wan to live life as it is...
some would love if they had everything...
n for those who are unfortunate they'de probably begging to god everyday jz to eat enough...jz to wear enough to not feel the cold...n maybe jz a simple dream that one day they might actually stop suffering...n i dun mean YOU...yeah..!!!YOU with ur fancy clothe n u wan more branded stuff...n YOU with ur food but u wanted lobsters n steak...n YOU, YOU there that jz got dumped, they got their families killed...n YOU, who only smile when u get ur ipod n laptop n brand new nike, when they would laugh so hard jz becuz they saw this plate of plain rice or even bread infront of them...sheesh isn't ppl nowadays hard to please...n US who are ignorant of their suffering n always thinks that we had the worst life ever...
everyone have dreams...
mine...i wud really want to backpack around the world...
not in a tour...not some fancy hotel stay...
only me, my backpack, my feet n the world...
to try things to know things to learn things from different ppl...
to see different aspects of their lives...the essence of different part of the world...
to conquer every adventure ahead of me...
to live life as life should be...FREE...
to understand others suffering like no others have...to help save or even to share a simple burden or to give what i could have...
if only i could journey into adventures, n write down every tales n stories of my adventures...to change lives...to help...if only i could...
to live life not as a man who worked all his life n earned millions when they have no stories or tales or adventure to tell or to share...
who could tell tales of my own adventure instead of telling tales of how OTHERS had their adventure...
well, i'll plan for my backpacking trip...i would hold on to my dream...
n i'm writting all down cuz when i have forgotten about my dream n started living a life like everyone would...ignorant...this would reminds me of my dream...
maybe after that i wud get a job or something...haha...gotta live real for once...but with a tale to share...life is a story...i wud like mine to be adventurous...
well if anyone who shares the same dream with me...plz do let me know...
kinda had enough of living in a mask...letting go is the only way to be free...
but its hard to let go hahaha...
to see the world, to feel it n to share it...

days before christmas

Oh dear, i haven't really wish anyone merry christmas here...
well, merry christmas...
anyways, celebrated cristmas eve with a bunch of my frens,
at new world park...
i know that other happening places are gonna be pack with crazy ppl...
well, we had fun at new world than we switch to red, a place near bellisa row, it was...not to shabby haha...
before christmas eve i went to Kerachut once again with 3 of my frens...
the hike was normal...
but we had fun there at the beach...big waves coming, cool wind, hot sun, n pretty girls...jz perfect...ok i lied about pretty girls...but hey we had fun...
well, it's kinda hard to see girls that is really outgoing(well lets exclude clubs)n adventurous...specially in penang...
the hike back was so so so so tiring...cuz we din have lunch cuz we think we'de survive without them...of'cuz we did but so tiring, i was so hungry i could eat down a horse...i'll take this as a lesson not to not buy lunch before i go hiking again...
n before all those crap...i must mention that i celebrated a belated birthday with 3 of my frens...again happy 20th birthday to them, Rose, Hazel n Bernice...
we had dinner at sushi king n i brought along 3 of my frens...they were so quiet...the funny things i put 3 of my frens sitting with 3 of my other girl frens at a table cuz its too small me n the other guy have to sit at the other table the whole thing looks like a blind date thingy...u know where ppl meet each other at a blind date programme...but they were too quiet...haha maybe the guys abit shy...haha...
but we still manage to crack a few jokes before we went for a movie n chao...!!!
N whats jie's blog without movie review, so i mention about movie rite
i was watching yes man...seriously...if u dun go for this one...or u think u can skip this one...or u even dare think it wun be good...u dun deserve to watch any movie at all...so go...n this time i wun spoil anything...jz go...
on the other hand ip man was nice...the fighting was good...but somehow i feel it still lack of something...but it worth every penny u paid for...go for this one too...
n finally...new years coming...i wud like to wish everyone happy new year...
2009 is gonna be great...
n 2010 i jz up ahead...
so, be happy be free...

December

So, hows the new look...look...look...look...?(echo)
haha like i thought it wud be...empty...
anyway do it cuz i'm getting tired of the same ol' boring stuff...

December...
well, since when i'm young december is always the best month of the year...
X'mas, colourful decoration, merry songs, and of all presents...
n i knew Santa is jz hocus pocus, but when someone dresses up as one i'll be asking for present like i realy believed in it...(we need some effort to get what we want)
but the best part of X'mas is, i get to drive around town with my family, watching those idiots having fun, getting drunk...n with the help of some songs it's a happy n fun night...
well thats when i'm young...now...X'mas is all about looking for discounts for the things u want to have...n so i got myself a watch with a lil help from dad...haha..
well hope yall get what u wan now...

well i watched a total of 3 animation this week, n a movie of alien saving earth...
comparing 3 of the animation i would say they're all good...funny...
as for the alien movie by the name, the day the earth stood still...
well, Jennifer connelly is still beautiful, Keanu Reeve is still good looking...
but the movie is lacking of something, i can't really say it's bad, but it's not great...deal with it...

i'm out of words,
getting tired of typing,
Bye...

losing the race...

i've been busy this few weeks...
exams...after the exam, i'm crazily finding stuff to enjoy...to do...
than i went to singapore with my family...
there i realize that, we can never win in the race of being an advance country...not even to our tiny neighbour...
but i always heard about how they wan to improve our country...
how they wan to compete n how well we're doing...
well, after i've seen singapore...i know what they said are all bullshit...
we're not improving...we're still on the first few steps of the board game...
but seriously singapore is not like what i imagined...
u know, like sucky food...n stuff...
their food is actually quite nice, but penang is still the best...

well after i'm back i'm too lazy to start typing stuff...
so i still went on with my things finding, enjoyment quest...
but i only watched around 2 movies this week...
body of lies n transporter 3...
well body was nice...the terrorist n stuff...CIA agents...u know the secret service n terrorist stuff...
n leonardo's good acting n russell crowe...should go for this one...
than if u're into action...transporter is the one...
good action, little talking...for girls...jason still have that body...
as for guys the girl is really not that attractive when u first saw her...
but with a lil bit of patience n adaptation u would finally find her quite pretty n sexy too...
n they pretty much advertised audi the whole movie...
but seriously audi is kinda sexy, great performance, n classy...

well as for me...i'm...free...n i'm worrying about my results...
as a result of that i kinda feel hard to enjoy this holiday season...
but not to worry...when it comes to fun...i wun let u down jz yet...
haha...i'm starting to feel bored about this...well...i'm going off, good
bye now...

the place we live...

when i look far far away...i see a void...
seriously i have a hole in my heart that i don't even know what fills it...
it always like i want to do something...
but i don't know what...
i'm missing something...
but i don't know what...
so...i'de do alot of stuff...jz to drown myself from that kind of feeling...
well except for trying real hard to study...
it's becuz of that hole i can't really focus...
i'll be thinking of other stuff...
phfff...but i'll try...
well again movie review of the week...
my best friend's girl...
by dane cook, kate hudson and...jason biggs from american pie...
it's a good movie...not great...not overwhelming...not explosive...
a good old american romantic comedy...which i think is very very funny...
something kinda like hitch...but...the opposite...
but they both make couples...
well hitch on the other hand...create chance for those regular guys which is not exceptionaly handsom...
n tank(that guy in the movie)...create a second chance for freshly break-up couples...
well as long as u got both there'de be less cases of divorce n non-handsom guys has a savior...but it's all in the movie...even if they do exist i don't think any regular guy would have enuf to pay their fees...haha...
well it's kinda romantic...at the same time they keep it light, wont get u all wet(tears)...but it provide a great dose of laughter...
n again thanks to the good ol' censorship board we have another good movie that has alot of cuts...n i really couldn't figured out what in the world would be in a romantic comedy that deserve so many cuts...
or maybe it's becuz of their(censors) F**k-up mind can't accept things...or understand things...or they really have to do something jz to not get fired...but anyhow we're the one thats pays for their stupidity, oh wait we actually(or our parents) paid taxes as their salary to make us miserable...so r they stupid or us..?geez...i'm confused...
but seriously an open mind keeps us clear...a conservative mind makes us who we are even after ten year, cuz they never learn, well once a dummy forever a dummy for them...
well back to the movie...if u're looking for something american-ish funny n at the same time makes u go awh....!!!well this is the one...
well i always have this american dream...
but i'm stuck here...
maybe its not as hollywood as it seems over there...
but it sure packs more freedom n openess...plus lotsa hot chicks...
well, improvement really don't go far when u're stuck with one mentality forever...specially a conservative one...
greatness falls upon those who dares to try...
oh well...i don't think we'll actually experience that for years to come...maybe forever...so we'll always listen to people saying how great other country is...
but we really can't actually blame them...we've never created anything great before well except for the tallest twin tower...
n we went to space using other people's equipment, rocket and even taking off elsewhere...n we're paying so much just to fly out of the earth atmosphere...n i still can't really see the purpose of that...
well actually i can, IF we build our own rocket, we fly it on our land, n actually put our flag on the moon...unfortunately we din't...well, keep up the good work...
but it is still very fortunate living here...specially in penang...it's not too hectic...not to crowded...it's actually (for me) the nicest place on earth...with great food...
well end of the story...i'm out of here...
wrote alot today...my fingers need some rest...
goodbye...

killing spree...

i'm up late doing great...
probably going to be late for tomorrow's work...
or my mom would force wake me...
so i wont be late...
but i'll definitely look half dead...
but lets finish what i started...
well the pick of the week...goes to...
movie...again...
Tropic Thunder...
should go for it...but don't expect too much...
don't get me wrong, it's funny...full of high profile actors...
but the best it can go is worth the bucks u paid for...
shallow storyline...light comedy...funny lines...good actors...
but sadly...bad plot...plus...the idiotic censorship board cutting every single funny but to "them"(i mean the censors) bad lines...screw them...they're being paid to ruin every good movie...sometimes being over conservative stops development...well we're here where we are decades ago...
anyway...lets not let them spoil our day(thats their objectives, by the way)...
so lets get through with it n go for something happier...
well, i had steambout with a few of my friend...using the left over food from our last bbq party...n the good news is, it's still edible n i'm ok...n we had fun i guess...
n this sunday i'm going for a paintball game...
isn't it great?...yea...!!!i know...
but expensive...but it's fun n it worth the pain...
pray that i can have some killing spree...
n that they can survive...
let the killing begins...
wahahahahaha....!!!!

slowing down...a little...

it's been a pretty slow week lately...
time moves slowly...at the same time fast...i really can't tell...
but it's dull...slow...like what i said i wanted...
but too slow...from hiking to jogging to movies...even clubbing...
suddenly my fren wanted a study...gosh...
it's like suddenly my life is surrounded by books...
not a bad thing...but...it gives me the sense of losing touch with life...
my life of'cuz...going out at night less...
no movies...no movies...no movies....
what a dumb week...no movies....geez...but nex week is gonna be good...
since tropic thunder is coming out....so....i'll start asking ppl out to watch it...
it's gonna be great...ben stiller...jack black...robert downey jr...what could possibly make this movie bad...?
well...speaking of which...
i did watch movie this week...(if not...i'de be sitting alone in a white room with strapjacket around me)
disaster movie...the movie is jz like the name...disaster...
it couldn't be worst...well not counting previous "movie" movie....
but one thing in it standsout from the others...
a really hot hot hot hot hot n stunningly beautiful Vanessa Minillo...
guys out there...for the sake of perfect beauty u must watch this movie...
but...still the movie suck in a way that it's not as bad as meet the spartans...n epic movie n others...which Vanessa is not in it...
well my exciting life ends here where i last met Vanessa n is madly in love with her...hahahaha...jkjk....i wish....
well...but now i'm back to going back to college to meet up with them guys to do some study...hmm...i wonder...how can i make it more exciting...
with books...!!!i'm going crazy...stop listening to me n go to sleep....
good nite...